The hardest part
Knowing that we'll say goodbye.
And the easiest part
Kissing you to say hello.
And the weirdest part
Your my friend.
And the normal part
It feels right.
And the best part
Knowing I'm happy.
And the worst part
Having insecurities
And the happiest part
I have you.
And the saddest part
I'll lose you.
And my favourite part:
Just knowing you.
Whisper into my lips
Of how you long
To make this
Real.
Whisper into my mind
Of how you wish
To make me
Happy.
Whisper into my heart
Of how you want
To make me
Yours.
Whisper into my soul
Of how you desire
To make me
Alive.
Love is not a feeling. Its every little thing that makes you smile. Every time they smile and laugh and just exist within your life.
It's every time you say "Hello" and you breath catches. Every time your eyes meet across a room.
It's every time you recognise them in the distance. Every time you warm your hands on their back, and when you snuggle into their coat.
It's every time you steal their hoodie just because it smells of them. Every time you have a private joke that no one else gets.
It's every time you innocently brush their hand. Every time their breath caresses your ear, or when they wrap themselves around you.
It's every ti
I can't wait for you to breathe new life into me
To cast out these cobwebs and dust in my mind.
So snatch this moment to make me yours
Take me in your arms and reinstate me in your heart.
Don't you see I'm just waiting for the right words
Incomplete sentences won't do, they need to be perfect.
Sweep me off my feet, or tackle me to the ground
I wouldn't give a damn, if you only touch me.
So a new era begins, and I'm just enjoying the view,
Well who wouldn't?
It's you.
What am I now?
A pityful fool
Of games
In which you dream
Of beautiful people
Doing beautiful things?
So shock me now,
I swear I'll take it well,
But only when your there.
I'll fall apart in my dreams
Of sweet regret
Of bitter agnst
And butterfly kisses.
Pick me up
Put me down
Or drop me
As you please.
Humour me
Please?
I'm not asking
I'm begging you.
Fool me again,
Pretty boys do it best,
And your the prettiest.
You know
I fall for you
So hard
I can't breathe.
Silly little girl
Poor pretty fool.
Don't get your hopes up
You'll only ever
Fall down again.
I'm such a fool
I fall for the pretty ones
They nev
Could you give me moment of your time
I swear I won't take too long.
Could you give me a moment in your embrace
I swear I won't take anymore.
Could you give me a moment of your kiss
I swear I won't cry.
Could you give me a moment of your love
I swear I won't……
Fall in love with you…
I swear………
As a Fallen, I hope to right my wrongs. And live my "life" as it should of been the first time round. When you've hurt people as much as I have, you have to wish and hope you can undo your doings. Yet most wishes don't come true, as most mortals know, and yet they still believe. But what do you then, sit and mop up the tears?
As much as I'd like to believe it the matters of the world are not as simple as life and death. Though life once held meaning to me, it has since slipped away with other important things, which once held so much meaning to me. Yet someone once told me "..everything has a meaning, whether good or bad, right or wrong, th
Something was different about her. She was scared. She was in pain. She looked so fallen, so beautiful was her fallen grace. How could someone so strong, so alive be so broken and in pain because of something that you did to her. You tainted her pure beauty. You hurt her. Those tears that traced down her porcelain skin, because you wanted her. You go to touch her cheek and she backs away into a wall, she's trembling. You want to hold her, but you caused her pain. This was all your fault. You tainted her. You hurt her.
I'll give you myself
And let you see me cry.
Please don't let me down.
Why do you tell me things
Then lie?
You manage to hurt me
Yet I did you.
We let each other down,
We say things we don't mean.
I wish we knew:
How to make it better
Make it right.
I'll say these words to you
And hope I'll be OK,
Hope we'll be alright.
I can't make you want me
Or love me.
Can't you just promise to care?
Don't make me cry,
'Cause I don't know how to deal
With the fact that I can't have you.
Do you like living the lie? by Donut36, literature
Literature
Do you like living the lie?
Spread your wings,
Fly away.
Shatter the binds
That hold you captive
To reality.
Break the skin,
Piece the vessel,
Kill the life.
Oh such suicidal fun!
Deformed dreams
Without consious thought.
Misleading misdemeanours,
Childish beings
That beckon you forward,
To live and to die.
Give up
On the truth,
Live the lie.
Squander yourself
On the trivial insignifiances.
Drown in the quagmire.
Swim in death.
Pomder on the living,
Reflect on the sentience.
Hate the blithe,
Love the melancholic.
Deaden the feelings,
Express the pain.
You zealous prosaic
I.
"Look at me.
Oh for gods sake
Look at me.
Right OK.
Now give me your hand.
What? You're afraid to dance?
Look, it'll be fine,
I'll hold onto you
Now dance.
That's right
Just give into the rhythm:
Of the pacing steps
Of the beating of the drum
Of the shallowness of my breath."
Hands slipping downwards
The grip tightens
And ecstasy ensues.
She's flowing freely now.
She's my muse
And I'm her dance master.
Oh, whatever happens,
Don't let go.
"Don't let go"
She breathes
Through tender lips.
The waltz is challenging
Us to take a chance.
Come on just a little more
Just a few moments more.
Then we can release,
But
Current Residence: My room Favourite genre of music: Rock Shell of choice: A turtle would be nice Skin of choice: This one? Favourite cartoon character: Mr O Personal Quote: Oh Bugger/Buggerit!
I have new drawings which I think are pretty good :) but my stupid scanner has decided to revolt and stick two fingers in the direction of my laptop therefore no new shiny stuff for ya'll.
I havent added anything new in a long long time as well and was excited to be getting new stuff up.
Well this is just making the last journal go away!
Going to see Deftones with Kieran next month, Awesomeness.
Exams suck. Too many to be true.
God help us. We need it
I'm soo mad. Fucking Idiot! If your reading this, I am sooo mad at you. I want to scream at you for being so unbelievably *Blah!* I can't even find the word for what you are at this moment. FUCKING BOY I THOUGHT YOU WOULD TRUST ME! How much have you seen me through? Yea I flirt, so fucking what? It was only a dance! A dance, a fucking dance! I can't believe you. I really can't. I thought you trusted me. Guess I was wrong huh?
I must be wrong about a lot of other shit aswell. Bastard, do you know how much that hurt? I don't even know where we stand anymore, I can feel this breaking apart.
And I don't even know if I wana save it.